Sunday, September 21, 2014

Day 8

August 23, 2014

We are finding it increasingly difficult to live among twelve best friends with such conflicting personalities. It takes a conscious effort to get along and keep ourselves from killing each other at times. It is so easy to get caught up in our own conflicts and drama that forget why we are here. Though all our reasons are different, we forget that our goals are all the same. We came to fill our person legend and become stronger people in the process. We came for the adventure, the scholastics, and the change. ECOEE is a hell that we all need in our lives, and for whatever reason we are accepting of it. We can see that light at the top of the well- our feet are submerged in the water and we see no possible way out. The slippery walls are intimidating and frankly, we don’t know how to climb.
Today, we spend our last day in civilization. We indulged ourselves with our last warm meal free of dehydrated cheese and TVP. We even took a trip into a nearby town to do our touristy things and have some college-kid fun. Today, we put aside our mountains of homework to just be here with each other. Understanding the importance of getting done what needs to get done so that we have time for ourselves is something we are well versed in now. I mean, we are “recreation” majors after all.
Tomorrow marks the beginning of what may be the longest, but hopefully the shortest, twenty-eight days of our lives. Of course we will encounter the most extreme fears, conflict, and stress along the way. It will be hard to remember why we fell in love with the outdoors while the mosquitos nag in our ears, and it will be easy to forget how these people sitting next to us care and love us. We’ll surely need daily reminders; positivity to keep us going, laughs to keep us sane, and hugs to say, yes- we are all people who need hugs once in a while. So when we are angry, upset, tired, frustrated, and pissed off… Look to the person on your left, the person on your right, and know WE are all in the same boat.


-Cassidy Depoy

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